So wow I just read my last post before I left tumblr for a brief sanity hiatus, it was remarkably depressing and now I’m here to gloat..
So here we go!
About a year ago I got dumped and in my mind it was the end of everything because my then boyfriend was also my best friend we went to Tuesday afternoon matinee showings, laughed about life and talked about books we were reading while drinking tea (or coffee in his case) at a little coffee place we use to go to etc. and then it was all done gone and over finished, He told me I deserved better.. I went out of town to visit a cousin and get my minds off things deleted tumblr and some other social media from my phone for a while and cried a lot.. while out of town visiting my cousin I met a friend of my cousin, who I’ve known for my whole life in an “oh yeah that’s my cousins friend” kind of way.
That’s the back story to my gloating.
9 months ago still very emotional and sad about my life not turning out exactly how I planned it I wrote the very depressing post about this great song, then 8 months ago I went to visit my cousin again just for family time there was a birthday and some family dinner stuff going on
After the family dinner stuff was over my cousin Catherine and I met up with our cousin Zeke at this bar, I was not expecting my whole life to change that night or expecting to have a boyfriend by the end of that weekend (mainly because it wasn’t my life plan) But that is exactly what happened.
Now 8 months into our relationship we have the best of times (ever.) No one has more fun then we do, I mean yes we fight and yes it’s mainly my fault for our fights because I’m a crazy girl and start crying for who knows what reason and then he laughs at me and says “you’re beautiful and wipes my tears” (this has actually happened more then once!) we joke about stupid stuff play video games and sometimes we even pick each others noses (really we’ve both done this to each other and its nasty I don’t know whats wrong with us…)
he paints my nails and then scratches any itches I have while my nails dry, he farts while we cuddle watching shows it’s disgusting but then he follows it with ” I have a tummy ache I’m sorry” and then I can’t help but die of laughter, we talk on the phone and it doesn’t suck! Really it has been the most amazing 8 months of my life, We’re going to New York this October and then hopefully India in January and California in the summer and it’s amazing!
Anyways the point of my gloating.
We went to a party the other night and this girl was talking to me about how cute and wonderful we were, to say it in her words “you guys are literally the cutest couple ever” and it made me feel awesome right up until she followed it up with ” I wish I could have what you guys have”
And I mean yeah that still makes me feel good but I felt for her because I’ve been there where I loathed every single couple that looked even remotely happy because “I was going to end up all alone forever”. in my mind that was gonna happen.. So I ended up telling her she can have it! not exactly like our relationship but she can have an awesome happy fun crazy exciting relationship with someone and I just want everyone to know that it is possible for them, so there that’s the point to my gloating, You can have the happiest best relationship of your life. Yep there you go.